yeah

right now, my life feels like 13 shades of disaster. i need to be making some important decisions, and yet... i can't seem to figure out what the heck i am supposed to be doing, and its starting to make me angry. my head is spinning, i am confused, way too tired, getting conflicting guidance and direction, and to be perfectly honest, i'm about one step away from not caring one dang bit. its my life, right? so who cares if it gets goofed up? if i don't care, then i guess no one shoudl either. i'm not talking about anything stupid here, just some things that would be kinda nice to have sorted out. anyhow.... i am done ranting for the moment. goodbye.