catching my breath...

so, life has slowed down a little, if only for the moment. starting tomorrow, i'll be working extra hours again (am i retarded??) and then as soon as i finish that project, i have to leave to go to a wedding. in Canada. i'm nuts. but, such is life, i suppose. if i didn't need the money as badly as i do, i prolly wouldn't take on this other job, but? can't sneeze at the prospect of making a grand, ya know? and then, maybe, finally, i might be able to take a breather. maybe. hopefully? i dunno. how is july half over already? where has my summer gone? and a better question, what have i done with it? NOTHING. and everything. but nothing that summers are supposed to be for, ya know? no camping, fishing, hiking, etc. none whatsoever. maybe i'm just a bum, i don't know... but, time to run, mostly b/c i have nothing more to say, so?