yeah yeah yeah

so, its a lazy sunday afternoon, and its raining.

just so ya know.

not too much going on today. i've slept a lot, and done almost nothing that i should have. oh well. i went to church, then had a nap after lunch. then i hung out with my brother, and we went to a birthday party. now i'm killing some time until i am supposed to go to a going away party for a co-worker, which i really don't want to to attend, but will anyway. that about it does it for my day so far. other than that? i've half ignored a good friend all day, b/c i don't know what to do with her. i don't know how to treat her, b/c i think i've goofed it all up, and the undoing of it all is going to be painful, for both of us. frigging emotional attatchments. and to top it all off, i like her best friend. yeah, this could get complicated. or maybe not. maybe i should just walk away from the whole thing, i don't know. some days i think that would be a lot easier. but? in other news... i ran my 1 1/2 miles in 12:45 last night, which is a good 45 sec. beyond what i need to do to pass my test for the sheriff's office, so? i was pleased with that. but, i guess i don't really have anything more to say, so? cya.